Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Spinning Win and Food Fail

I did and completed, (focus on completed), my first SPIN class.  I have been secretly plotting to do it for a while.  I tried to do one a couple years ago, but I never had the stamina.  I always whinged through the ass pain as I could never get the seat right.  I always had a reason to quit.  I considered my previous attempt to be a real failure, source of embarrassment, and I just needed to overcome it.  Even if I got through the class just once, hated it, and never did it again, I needed to know that I could do it.  I needed to validate what I kind of already knew:  That I am stronger than I was before.

Well, I did it!  And....  I really enjoyed it.  The instructor was a bit intimidating:  she was like a walking muscle with lungs.  However, I liked the music (who wouldn't like climbing a hill to Led Zeppelin?), and I felt like I could set a pace for myself and not overdo it too soon.  It helped that I have been using a heart rate monitor for a while, and know what my levels are. 

This all being said, the true test is tomorrow morning, when I wake up and hopefully can move :-) 

Now onto my food fail.  Up to this point, I have made yummy, edible food.  Today, was NOT that day.  I have been reading about the use of chocolate as a spice in food.  There are lots of health benefits to chocolate, not to mention:  'everything tastes better with chocolate!'  WRONG..  Oh so wrong.  I added cocoa powder to my veggie and tomato concoction.  It was so bitter.  Ick.  I should have dumped it, but food-guilt me, cleared my plate, bite by nasty bite.  I'm a little mad at myself for feeling guilt about food waste:  what am I 8 years old!?!  So lame of me.
I haven't given up yet on chocolate in cooking, but I think I need a recovery break.  Complete Food Fail.

I haven't written much about the things I want to try.  I find it funny that I have had this spin goal for years, and never mentioned it.  I also have been dying for a while to try chocolate in my cooking, but didn't say a word.  What do they have in common:  fear of failure.  So, I am going to, in future posts, start listing some of the things I would like to try, and goals I would like to aspire.  Getting them out there makes them real and if I make it or break it, great.  At least by putting it out there, fear of failure doesn't prevent me from putting skin in the game.

7 comments:

  1. I've wanted to try cooking with chocolate too! Don't worry about it - I'm anything but a cook so I experiment a lot.. and it isn't always pretty. Don't think of it as a fail, but rather a learning experience ;)

    Glad you had fun in spin!

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  2. Congrats on the spinning. I've never done it. It seems super intense....so great job!!

    I hate when I continue to eat something I don't even like. Ugh!!

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  3. I have the problem of continually eating what I like and not trying things I don't. lol. Congrats, Missa, on the spin class. That is AWESOME!!!

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  4. I aspire to attend a Spin class so I am impressed! Go you!

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  5. OH I look forward to seeing your goals in print!

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  6. Good for you - spinning seems so hard to me! At least you tried the chocolate - I bet you'll find a recipe that works.

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  7. I totally want to do a spin class - I'm envious!

    I don't know of a place that does this that is anywhere close to my house (that doesn't require a gym membership).

    I just want to TRY it. I bet it feels wonderful to have finished it!! :)

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